Ok I've reached a stage of my life where I have an interesting job with a decent salary... But along with it comes a hollow feeling... Is this what I really want to do? I had a dream of becoming an animator. What happened to that dream?? I really don't know. Somewhere along the way I lost track of that dream. It faded into the background but always haunting me subconciously.
And yet there is a problem with my dream. Its not specific. I want to be an animator. Thats it. But in reality all an animator really does is just change the positions of the characters and create a set of motions. Now that's not what I want to do!!
I don't want to do the really technical part of the work. I've seen how it's done and definitely it's not what I want to do. I'm looking at a bigger picture here. I want to create visual imagery. I'm not calling it by the word "movies" because that gives a totally different meaning to what I want to do. I will be happy if I can just make small visual clips for the rest of my life.
And yet there is a problem with my dream. Its not specific. I want to be an animator. Thats it. But in reality all an animator really does is just change the positions of the characters and create a set of motions. Now that's not what I want to do!!
I don't want to do the really technical part of the work. I've seen how it's done and definitely it's not what I want to do. I'm looking at a bigger picture here. I want to create visual imagery. I'm not calling it by the word "movies" because that gives a totally different meaning to what I want to do. I will be happy if I can just make small visual clips for the rest of my life.
